Dear Ling:
Hello!
In the blink of an eye, we have been separated for ten years; Thinking of these ten years, I have never forgotten you one day. I really don't know why I can persist until now; Maybe just to get an answer, maybe just to get a hope; But I know that all this is because of my deep love for you; I can't erase everything about you. Your little drops have become the driving force of my concern.
Once, you left my world without giving me a reason; Seriously, I can't figure it out; You said to me that you don't love me anymore, which I really don't believe; If you don't love me, you can't hold my hand; If you don't love me, you can't give me the best things; I always believe that you are not a person who is unfaithful to your feelings; But if you don't give a clear answer, my heart can't really die.
When you left, I thought you found a better man, so I abandoned me in the crowd; But looking at you, I've been alone and have no contact with anyone. Seriously, I just don't understand; What are you doing for? Let go of my hand; I believe that you are not a vain woman; I believe that I must have a very important position in your heart; Otherwise, you should find another person and fall in love again.
For so many years, I have been following your dynamic; I just want to know whether you are doing well or not, and whether you have a life object; Ten years like a day, I have never retreated; Of course, I just want to know what kind of man you will find in the future and walk through your life; But over the years, I still find that you are still alone; We are not young, but you haven't considered marriage. I don't understand what you think in your heart.
For ten years, I have been struggling; In fact, I have always encouraged myself to be a happier person than you and a better person than you; So after ten years of struggle, I finally made a little achievement; Have everything you want and have your most beautiful life; I really want to taste the happiness of life with you; I really want to experience the most beautiful years with you.
Over the years, I dare not come to your side, because I can't get rid of the heartless words when you leave me; I dare not taste it again, the most painful and helpless feeling; So I can only look at you from a distance, but I dare not go into your world; It is not because I hate you that I keep a distance from you; In fact, I really want to know if you really love me and have been waiting for you.
Youth is fleeting, we are not young; I very much hope that our story, once started, should have a bright future; I don't know if I can splash waves in your heart; But I really want to be with you and walk with you all my life; No matter how many things you encounter, no matter how many ups and downs you have experienced, I will accompany you to experience and feel together.
I love your heart, I don't know if you can feel it; My love for you has always been as first seen; Anyway, I really want you to give me another answer; Now I can give you the happiness you want and let you live the life you want most.
A man who loves you forever: Dongjun
May 22, 2022
译文:
亲爱的玲:
你好!
眨眼之间,我们分开,已经十年了;想着这十年之中,从来就没有一天忘记你,真的不知道,自己为什么能坚持到现在;也许只是为了得到一个答案,也许只是为了得到一个期盼;可是我清楚,这所有的一切,都是因为我对你,那深深的爱意;你的一切,我抹不掉,你的点滴,成为了我牵挂的动力。
曾经,你一个理由都没有给我,就离开了我的世界;说真的,我想不通;你对我说,你不爱我了,这真的不相信;如果你不爱我,你不可能会牵上我的手;你不爱我,你不可能把最美好的东西,交给了我;我一直相信,你并不是一个对感情不忠之人;可是你不给一个明确的答案,我的心就无法真正的死掉。
你离开的日子里,我以为你找到了更好的男人,所以把我抛弃在了人海;可是看着你,一直一个人,也没有跟谁交往,说真的,我就是不明白;你为了什么?要放开我的手;我相信,你不是一个爱慕虚荣的女人;我相信,我在你的心中,一定有着一个很重要的位置;不然你应该会重新找一个人,再恋爱一回。